I was watching Orange Is The New Black earlier and it got me thinking, a common theme running throughout is Piper trying to find out what is the real her; The Prison Her, The Alex Her, The Larry Her or The Past Her. I’ve been thinking about this for days now and after binge watching season 2 and…
When I first started getting bad, you said you’d be here.
Where were you when I started cutting?
Where were you when I started drinking?
Where were you when I went to the doctors scared?
Where were you when I had that breakdown at 2am?
Where were you when I tried to commit suicide?
You promised you’d be here. Where were you?
^ that comment got to me man. where the FUCK where you when i needed you.
Fuck, this hurts.
This is so real, it’s scary.
Where were you those lonely nights in January when I sat by myself, crying at night?
Where were you when I didn’t have a single friend?
You were off with your friends, pretending to be “happy,” while i was left alone.